Midwest Book Awards, Poetry finalist
This collection holds a mirror to the self and in its reflection we find the elegiac and the ecological, as in āhow much of enjoying a place / is destroying it?ā; the worlds both domestic and natural, as in āwhen the redbird strikes the window, it is me / who takes blameā; a daughter shattered, but not without humorāāI can feel it coming on, my season of lavish suffering, the why me why me why me why me / that leaves me snowblind in the askingāāand, certainly, not without tenderness. Shaped by both concision and unfolding sequences, The Last Unkillable Thing is a journey across landscapes of mourning.
āTo be alive in the natural world means to live with death, riding the wheel as it turns joy to sorrow to hope to pain to love and over again. Emily Pittinos stops each moment in its tracks, and delivers that moment to us in fullness, in the good, hard light of her heart and will. The world of this book is sparsely populated: love held close, loss held loosely as if it too could be lost. The speaker aches for anotherās loss, and finds layers of compassion, loops of time travel, long miles of forgiveness, and her own ache to treasure and know. What an exquisite combination of wonder and wisdom Pittinos has: she knows that even the word āwholeā has a hole in it, and thereās her eye, looking through.āāBrenda Shaughnessy, judge, Āé¶¹¹ŁĶų Poetry Prize
āThe tender elegiac fragments that fill this bookāthe look of the earth, the echo of despairācoalesce into one immense question: How can it be, this thing called Death? That question gives rise to others: What is beauty, forgiveness, recklessness, instinct? To consider these irresolvable questions is to admit to this difficult truth: ādoesnāt it hurt / to be human.āāāMary Jo Bang, author, A Doll for Throwing
āTorn between an instinct to imagine the past as different (āthe wreck undoneā) and the urge to construct a future, better self (āhazy glow in which / I am brighter: kinder: unorphanableā), Emily Pittinos shows us how time is ultimately as untameable as the self, and that maybe thatās as it should be. āHow much awe have I missed by looking away,ā she asks, training her eye squarely on the presentās ever-shifting mix of shame and clarity, beauty and regret, mystery and joy. In so doing, Pittinos finds not resolution but resolve, to make room for the selfās wilderness, to trust the wilderness: āIād be lost / without my own bright footpath.ā The poems here flash with risk and grace, equally. The Last Unkillable Thing is a stirring, deeply felt debut.āāCarl Phillips, author, Pale Colors in a Tall Field
āThe strongest love letters are written as elegies, and this has never been clearer than in The Last Unkillable Thing, where the reverie of loss is eclipsed by observing the beauty of what remains. The elegance of these poems reminds us that the sublime endures even through the most challenging times. Emily Pittinos writes with the passionate gaze of someone who has been here before, holding both the knowledge of whatās worth mourning and the strength to bring comfort. These poems have all the healing properties we need to soothe the pain with which weāve been trying to live.āāA. Van Jordan, author, The Cineaste
āEarly in this gorgeous book, shaped by loss and profound grief, Emily Pittinos writes, āI / canāt go along without / asking: beauty: its purpose: / to heal.ā Itās a statement of faith in her art and the process of it. There is tension, an intentional stuttering, in her syntax and lines, as if the poet is trying to convince herself. In the end, she convinces her readers; this beauty heals. This is a brave and ambitious collection, perhaps one of the best first books Iāve ever read.āāKeith Taylor, author, The Bird-while
āFew first poetry collections dazzle with the freshness, lyrical alacrity, and tender surprise found in Emily Pittnosās debut collection . . . while the poems focus on tragedy, they still find ways to push against the establishment of genre, experimenting with punctuation, white space, the line, the sequence, the function of form. Pittinos expertly uses the tool of the poetic sequence to ground the poems in this collection, holding the pieces together with bonds more powerful than mere similarities in subject. Thereās a real vulnerability in The Last Unkillable Thing that gives way to so much more, almost as if to say 'to be human is to grieve.' And while the poems themselves are unafraid to behold beauty, they never lose sight of the pain that lingers beneath them. After all, Pittinos tells us, āDoesnāt it hurt / to be human. Iām so human I could die.āāāFlorida Review
From āSubnivean (or Holding Back the Year)ā
Iād be lost
without my own bright footpath: tilled snow:
cloud cover: moonglow refracted: the shotgun crack
of a bough unburdened.
Could I walk off the hours
Iāve spent ashamed, attempting a life
that would make the dead proud?
What would it look like,
how much would it weigh?
2022 Midwest Book Awards poetry debut finalist